Wow... it's been long...
So long since the last time i blog.
Well all these while...I've gone through tons.
Something happy; Something sad;
Something sweet; Something pain;
Something satisfying; Something tiring.
However... I'm glad to get'em all.
At least, this is what a normal life sounds.
I miss this place actually.
A personal space that I own them all by myself;
A runaway space other than my own room and blanket;
A yelling space where I can shout madly with no hesitation needed;
A chryssy space like how my title and personal message are voicing.
At least,I am who I am,with no misgivings,apprehension nor grievance.
I have to apologize. To my blog. To its readers.
Of course, to myself, the so me myself...
Where I've been gone? Where I've been through?
I've abandoned my personal space
Due to stupid busyness and f*king excuses...
Now... I'm back.
Welcome back, chryss.
When...will you be here again?
I don't know...darling.
I don't f*king know anything...
Now...
I'm sad. I'm torn.
I'm tired. I'm broken.
I need to squat. I need to cry.
A dim corner to get into my hell of depression.
I'm so so so so so unhappy...completely.
Can anyone hear me?
I wanna go home...
